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I've been feeling uninspired lately. Or perhaps, rather, too inspired. I'm not quite sure yet what this blog is. Whether it's a place to talk about personal things, emotional things, or whether it's just a place to talk about ideas (political, philosophical, whimsical, etc). And most of the things that have been inspiring me lately have been personal. Either that, or it's something that I want to make into an actual essay, and actually publish, so I don't want to put it on a public blog that no one reads. And I've actually written drafts of things. We'll see if, since classes (and the beginning of what's going to be a hectic semester) start tomorrow, I actually polish the drafts.

Anyway, personally, I've been stressed and overwhelmed. The dilemmas over whether to write a thesis, over what classes I should take and why, over what I'm doing post-graduation, over my changing friends network, over my romantic relationship, over moving back to campus after a long time away, over being stress-sick, over the impending semester from hell (I know I shouldn't preemptively say that, because the attitude will make it true, but it's hard not to, with everything I've got on my plate)... I'm actually sick now, like I have a sinus infection or something. I feel like shit.

And now I have to go read 60 pages for my thesis, and write a 4-5 page response paper.

(It's actually not all as bad as I make it sound. I am, for the most part, quite glad to be back, and I am, though it may seem otherwise, excited for my thesis and classes this semester.)